Is it odd for a man to want to loose his "anal cherry"

I have given "Anal Sex" at "Gloryholes" but now oneself wants to feel what a Penis up my Ass feels like now. Oneself wants to feel like a woman who's allowing a man to enter her vagina. Only this will be mines "Annalgina". I want to feel what a cock feels being rhythmically pushed up mines "Mangina" . One wants to feel as sexy as the women one sees on the porno movies ones watched . I want my mangina to pulse in and out with the pulsating shaft that's going in and out of mines arsehole. I want to moan like a "Wildebeest" as the man thrusts his shaft in and out of my arsehole and I moan continuously for that shaft keep going in and out. Till at last he thrusts his rod in and out and pulls it out of my arsehole in time to pull off the condom. And then I hungrily open ones mouth as he explodes sending burst after burst of gooey cum into ones waiting open mouth. As one cannot see another mans goo go to waste oneself hungrily swallows load after load down ones thirsty cum filled throat. One is just thrilled that ones "Massa" has let oneself swallow his "Massa's seed down ones throat into ones gullet. I say to "Massa" "I wanna be your cum drop off "Massa" . I now have figured out how to work my "Mangina" and now I belong as "Mangina" for my "Massa" . And oneself always thought women's vaginas were the best not anymore not now that oneself has discovered ones "Mangina" now oh oneself is going to be a man slut now.