Is it normal you feel you are bisexual after being raped
HI all... i just want to say i never told anyone about this in my whole life but i am anonymous here so fuck it,well i am 18 years male.i live at iraq when i was a kid 7-8 years i got raped by a relative and i didn't tell anyone ... and i can't tell i live in iraq my life will be hell if anyone knows... and i can't go to therapist coz in iraq it's mean you are crazy and i don't feel suicidal or pain i am good anyways that didn't effect on my sexuality back then,but it's been 2 years i watch tranny fucking guys and gay porn... and i don't get horny on normal sex porn that much plus i don't like males i mean i don't want to be romantic with a man but only sex same goes for tranny , i love females a lot and i love sex with them.. and lately i had been in relationship with a woman she didn't turn me on but i liked her but i left her (not for sex reason). so what i should do ? i am not even sure i am bisexual or gay.