Is it normal you feel you are bisexual after being raped

HI all... i just want to say i never told anyone about this in my whole life but i am anonymous here so fuck it,well i am 18 years male.i live at iraq when i was a kid 7-8 years i got raped by a relative and i didn't tell anyone ... and i can't tell i live in iraq my life will be hell if anyone knows... and i can't go to therapist coz in iraq it's mean you are crazy and i don't feel suicidal or pain i am good anyways that didn't effect on my sexuality back then,but it's been 2 years i watch tranny fucking guys and gay porn... and i don't get horny on normal sex porn that much plus i don't like males i mean i don't want to be romantic with a man but only sex same goes for tranny , i love females a lot and i love sex with them.. and lately i had been in relationship with a woman she didn't turn me on but i liked her but i left her (not for sex reason). so what i should do ? i am not even sure i am bisexual or gay.

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Based on 4 votes (2 yes)
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  • Nickvey

    in muslim culture little boys are for pleasure and women are for babies. all muslims are gay but they kill gay men so you are not gay you are a pedophile if you want to keep your head from being chopped off. so , as a muslim you will have to have sex with boys like your uncle used you as his cum deposit bank. Or you can tell a therapist and he can tell ISIS so they can toss you off a roof in a religious festival. I would tell no one on earth about this and get married, train your wife to have butt play with you. she can give you unlimited pleasure and if she wont , you can behead her under sharia law for being unfaithful to allah. Take advantage of the customs and regulations. They all do it.

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