Is it normal working does not make me feel good?
I often hear people comment that working is good for self esteem and depression. I feel quite the opposite though. Whenever i have to work I only feel depressed and angry about it. It feels to be a waste of my time and I feel absolutely no reward from it. I don't need to do something I don't like to feel good about myself and don't see why anyone else needs to either. If anything I feel bad about working because I don't like anyone telling me what to do or being controlled by others.