Is it normal when something like this happens...?
Okay, so, I'm a female who's never had any sexual contact with a guy . In fact, I want to wait until I find the one, but for now, it's just my imagination. Anyway, I don't show it, but I'm extremely kinky in the back of my head, and very submissive.
Then when I argue with guys (guys I find attractive) and they begin to call me degrading names, I can't help but think of really hardcore hate sex with him in the back of my head, WHILE he calls me such names, especially when he hates me, it fuels the passion. Especially narcissistic guys who are extremely intelligent. Is it normal? Or is it some sort of weird thought?