Is it normal to worry all the time?

I am 23 (turning 24 in a month), a woman and I have OCD. I always perform rituals before I pray. I always read the bible and never let the day end without doing all of my spiritual activity. I always fix my things on their proper order in proper places. I always wash myself and feel very self conscious not only with myself but with all my loved ones as well because I want to have a healthy life and so I am obsessed with it. I know that God is the most powerful source we all should depend on that is why I feel like He is the only one to call for help. I abstain myself from masturbation for a certain amount of time because I feel like bad lucks will come if I broke my promise and one of the promises I made is not to masturbate but then the other day I broke my promise and then, you know all these aura of bad lucks seems to be haunting me again. My aunt (this is a personal story) killed her husband in 2010 and the police are searching for her and she did nothing but to cause her children trouble as well with me and my other uncles. I want her in jail because what she did was unforgivable and unjustice and she broke the law For pete's sake! but there is a side of me that don't want that to happen because she is my aunt. I love her but she is a criminal. My father died and she only laughed. She laughed at me and told me that my father deserves to die. She and my mother are birds of the same feathers. I hate them but I love them. I don't know!!! How will I ever know? I am soooo confused. And here she is, causing us a lot of trouble again. Now, is it normal to worry all the time and never let go of my OCD? Thanks