Is it normal to wonder who loves you.

Think I'll always wonder just what the f'k my family actually really think of me.

My gf hatfuley loves me if you want to know how that works I have a blog

Whats love mean that you what, I read shit about parents locking their kids up never letting them leave is that love controlling their lives letting do nothing, I love you now get back down in the cellar.

Get over yourself. No one gives a flying f-k about you. Your immediate family think they love you until you screw one of them over or they grow up and have their set of problems. Human beings are ingrates, selfish and down right greedy. They are only cooperative if everything is ok for them!
So love yourself and do what you know is the right thing period. If someone doesn't like it, well sucks to be them!

my newly wed wife :D and all four of my kids :D

I'm sure my good friends and family love me, including my pets. They're always all over me lol.

And I'm sure some famous/semi-famous faces I've met do, in a "I love all my fans" way :)

It's normal. I used to wonder that a lot when I was in my early twenties because I didn't have many friends at the time (just one who lived in another city) and my family acted as if they hated me. Now I know who does and who doesn't, it's pretty obvious to me now.

Everyone loves me!!! OK that's not true :( I'm unloveable. Does it count when someone loves to hate you? I may be in luck there. OK fine, my family and friends love me and they better. I do a lot for them damn it all.

sometimes.