Is it normal to wish you were fat?
I have compulsive eating disorder (I overeat all the time.) The problem is, I'm skinny. Whenever I eat healthy, my family and friends start to think I'm anorexic. No one would believe me if I tried to tell the truth (about my binging.)
If I was fat, I wouldn't have this problem. People could just look and see that I'm a lazy bitch with no self control. I don't deserve to be skinny.