Is it normal to wish you could have a new family and life at 3 yrs old

so I work at a daycare center and there I have met a three year old child that I think might have it all no not like a child of a celebrity but a child who may grow up healthy and happy. I don't know why this child stands out in particular, but maybe it's because I wish I could be during those days where my only activities were sleep time playing lunch time and if I'm sick letting the elders worry about me.

I met his dad and looks like he's the kind that any boy would want that will raise his boy to be alpha 1 day. in comparison to my life which is obviously shity possibly due to bad parenting and with the kind of parents I ended up having I wish I could have a second chance with the new family, a better one. unfortunately my family is dysfunctional and I am the black sheep

also this little boy has a grandma whose daughter owns the daycare business.

I am envious of wanting to be 3 years old again in the year of 2015 which holds a lot of promises in comparison to when I was born back in 1980 being 35 that I am now I have lost a lot of opportunities and I'm actually very envious of the newer generation that have what I didn't understanding this is the circle of life. wondering if anyone thinks of the same things like I did sometimes?