Is it normal to wish that others had my mother's bad past

instead of her ?

is it normal that i wish that my father (and other people like her friends or my friends mothers )had my mother's bad past instead of my mother? , .My mother had a very difficult childhood and youth , her mother passed away when she was 6 , her father remarried a very cold step wife and they had kids who stayed wth him and thier mother in his house ,and he sent my mother and her siblings to a boarding school were nuns treated her badly ,among lots of other sad and difficult things (I am surprised that she turned out well and sane ), her father rarely asked about her , she then got married to my father who had anger issues and rages alot and is verbally abusive .
Also part of why i wish my mother had a different past , is because she would have turned different in a way i lke , and it reflected on me and my upbringing .