Is it normal to wish my life was worse off, just for variety?
I live a mildly privileged life. Not enough that I can do whatever I want, but I have plenty of food and an okay home and I'll likely be able to go to college. And I am honestly so grateful, but in all honesty, I'm so bored. I'm so average, I feel nothing extraordinary will ever happen to me, and my best years are already behind me. I'm sick of doing the same thing every day, every month, every year. I can't afford to go out and do amazing, fun things, but I'm not poor enough that I'll be given the opportunity, or I have so little that leaving it behind to be free won't matter. I feel so incredibly ungrateful and wrong feeling this way because so many people would give so much to be in my position living a comfortable life. I just feel trapped. Is this normal?