Is it normal to wish everyone around to be dead?

I'm feeling that everyone around me is gay/lame/etc. When i see a person walk on the street, i've already imagined the most sadistic way for me to kill that person. Each time I'm picking unique ways though, try to stay creative. However I can't stop to feel that it's kinda bad ass to wish death to someone who i don't even know.
Butt since i've previously been charged with double murder and child molestation, i don't wonna see a specialist, cause they will just base their opinion on stuff which i've done and miss judge me again.
I mean i'm not some weird Psychopath. Right?