Is it normal to watch?
I have been married to my wife for 35 years. When we first got married i could not stand the thought of her with another man. About 5 years ago i told her that i heard that black men do not eat pussy. She told me i was wrong. She for the first time in 30 years told me she had sex with a black man before we knew each other. I was mad at first. But the more i thought about thru the years it kinda turns me on. Now thats all i think about. After she told this black man not only ate her pussy but also her ass. Understandable since my wife is blonde hair blue eyed. It turns me on to think of her having sex with another man. Especially a black man. I have a good looking friend who would like to have sex with my wife. I told her i wanted to watch but she will not do it. I feel like i just want her to have fun and be happy and satisfied.The urge gets stronger as time goes on. I even had her watch me do it with a black girl. But it did not turn her on. That was something we both would rather forget. IS THIS NORMAL??