Is it normal to want your ex after she cheated on you?
About a year ago, my ex girlfriend cheated on me...
I loved her with all my heart, in fact, she's the only real reason I'm still alive, she taught me to love and appreciate everything, even when I was going to... Well I don't really have to explain right? Any way, when she cheated on me... I'm a forgiving person, so we stayed together for several weeks after. Then she broke up with me... I was still ok, I hurt my self a lot... But I was ok... Then... Then the confusing parts come in. He cheated on her... And she was going to kill her self... I, sort of repaid what she did for me and calmed her down, made her rationalise everything... She's still alive, they get back together... It's fine... He cheats on her again, she doesn't know, he breaks up with her and she was being psychotic, threatening to kill him. Later that year. Even though she hates him,he manages to get her to have sex with him... She now thinks she's a slut, a whore, basically she thinks she's horrible... I make her feel better again... I tell her that she's beautiful, that she's not a whore... No one can resist everything, after all, we're all human. She still doesn't have feelings for me, in fact, I think she hates me to be honest, I can see it in her eyes, the way she looks at me the way she gets angry when ever she sees me...
But... I just... For what ever reason... I love her... With all my heart... I've not been able to feel this way about anyone else. Is this normal?