Is it normal to want to start a cult?
So basically I want to start a cult. Not because there's some sort of belief I have that I want shared, I want to take advantage of people.
I really hate people. I don't mean this like "People irritate me easily", I mean I actually hate everyone.
There's maybe about 30 people that I don't hate, that doesn't mean I like them though. Whenever anyone speaks to me and expect me to agree with them like some stupid sheep I want to punch them in the jaw.
I swear I'm the only one who sees how idiotic everyone is. I feel like I'm the only one who knows the truth. I don't mean to sound narcissistic by saying that, but every time I say about how people are bad I'm responded to with something like "I get it! Most people are _______ but not everyone". That's not what I mean, but when I try to explain it feels like explaining color to someone who's colorblind. I just can't.
What does this all have to do with wanting to start a cult? Well, as previously explained, I hate people, I hate them and want to make them follow under my rules, rather than the idiotic bullshit from others around them. I feel intrigued by the idea of toying with them like puppets, making fools of them, having control over them, and so forth.
This is not wrong, is it? I probably wouldn't do it being that it'd be difficult to get away with, but I don't know. Is this a normal thing? There is not anything wrong with me, is there?
Thank you.
Edit: I may or may not have been having a border-line psychotic breakdown when I posted this, if that explains helps explain anything...