Is it normal to want to seek revenge on my ex?
I broke up with my horrible ex last year (August 2015) as he just dumped me without any real and truthful reason. Not I have anxiety and this hurt me a WHOLE lot and a lot of stuff was going through my head, "Would I be better off dead?" "Will I die alone?" and important of all "What is my sexuality?" I've been accused of being a lesbian before in Secondary school (I'm from the UK, hehe ;) ) and I knew I wasn't one, then around about September last year I discovered "Demisexuality" You can find more here: https://www.asexuality.org/wiki/index.php?title=Demisexual
Now I'm with my new boyfriend who I will have been with for half a year when the 25th of may rolls around. My ex is a vile pig and has treat other girls (And guys... Yes he's bisexual) the same way he's treated me. only wanted me for sex and I will hold my hands in the air and say I did lose my virginity at 18 to my ex which I really regret. If only I could turn back time. :( And I've heard he might have raped his ex he had before we dated (Who I'm now friends with) and He is just a nasty piece or work.
I have told my close friends and my boyfriend that if I ever see my ex I want to beat him with a baseball bat and kick him right in the crown jewels so he can't have children in the future. I just want him dead to be honest. My close friend even wants him as a Piñata for her birthday. I can't blame her! I have so much anger and rage towards him. He has me blocked on Facebook and I've had police threats off of him for "Stalking" him which I have never done and that is the honest truth.
Any Advice?
I'm new BTW... hi!
(And in the picture he's the ugly looking one on the right)