Is it normal to want to murder people and be king

Firstly, since my childhood i have been in plenty of fights and had been in trouble in school on numerous occassions. I have had authority problems with teachers and parents since age 14 and though i have stopped it with my parents i still have authority problems with teachers. along this time i have seen that i started having a desire of killing people. not just day dreaming but also meticulous planning. i even plan for murders that i may do 6 to 7 years from now. i research about things to increase my knowledge and sometimes follow random people when my urge grows to great proportions.. i chalk out the random person's movement in a week and plan out the best way to kill him and dispose of him. but then i stop myself because i want to get into my dream job of police and not ruin my future. but then the chief reason for me to join police is want of extreme money and power and most importantly to kill people. there are many corrupted officials in police n i know that.. but then i always think myself as special and take pride in my high iq(which is very stupid) and think that i will take my corruption to a level which most people have never seen.. basically i wish to kill top level mafia bosses n run their business myself thus being unstoppable. i also want to take control of my state from my country(india). my parents are high ranking police officials n they tell me that my idea is childish n all but then my point is that in the world very few people achieve success as i dream. hitler was just a small time soldier in german army and he became king when top army officials couldnt dream of that shit. i know my success rate is very less but i have drawn EXTREMELY intricate plans for my future and keep on improvising them. also i want to kill my friends in the most torturous way possible.. sometimes i stand infront of my school and plan of murdering a security guard and pinning his body on the wall.. i plan how to avoid the cctvs or even delete all the recording or setting fire to the recodings n several things to delete complete evidence.. i often watch how police detectives and forensic experts search for evidence and how they procede in a crime telling my mother that i am interested in this but actually so as to gain knowledge to avoid them when i do the same. and also despite my killing tendencies(i only want to kill assholes, my closest friends and criminals) i have extreme empathy for dogs and most animals..