Is it normal to want to kill someone

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Hi, I'm 18 and for a while I've been wanting to kill someone. My past is pretty fucked up. Been throughout violence and other stuff. But instead of feeling I want to harm myself, I want to hurt others. I always wished the purge was real so I could just set free and go kill. It's weird. At school I would sit there drawing out the ways on how I would kill someone and how to cover it up. I would also watch all these serial killer documentries and try put myself in that killers shoes. And to be honest I can. I can see there urge and why there so blood thirsty. But on the other side i do feel for the victims. For me. I rather to hurt the non innocent. But the urge is getting bad. What if I just want to hurt someone and it turns out nasty. What do I do? I don't wanna feel this way, such anger. I hate it.

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  • Nickvey
    6 years ago

    join freemasonry and become a cop. you get to shoot people and beat them to death

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  • lostbootboy69
    6 years ago

    I been wanting to hurt people for years I even watch snuff porn what keeps me from doing it is getting rid of the urges before they build

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  • littlered82
    6 years ago

    I think everyone thinks about killing someone at some point in their lives. Everyone has different reasons for not doing it. You sound like a friend of mine who also wishes the Purge was real. I can't imagine what you have been through in life. You wanting to kill someone is letting the people who fucked you over in life win. You kill someone, your freedom is taken away FOREVER.

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  • Hateful1
    6 years ago

    You don't want to kill. You just have anger issues. Notice your first statement was that you want to harm yourself. Most people who do kill just for the fun of it don't feel bad when they think about doing these things. And most serial killers aren't as bloodthirsty as you think. Most have psychosexual deviations you couldn't possibly imagine.

    Your a normal teenage boy. If these things continue ask for help. And don't give up after the first "professional" sends you packing. Most of them are not qualified to treat real problems. They are only interested in treating drug and alcohol addiction because that is the only thing they are trained to deal with.

    Also try religion. It helped me deal with these same issues. I am Wiccan so I'm not going to push a mainstream religion down your throat.

    And if you are going to kill. Kill adults. Children should never be a target.

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  • CapriSun
    6 years ago

    Yes it's normal. To me, because I have the same issue. To other people probably not.

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