Is it normal to want to kill some people?

Ok, so this one is going a ways back to when I was still in elementary school. There was this kid and I couldn't stand him at all. He just drove me mad! The thing is he made me want to kill him. I didn't just think that I wouldn't mind if he was dead, I had formulated plans. I knew in my mind that I wanted to take him and torture him, and cut off important things, and I think I can leave it there. You get the point. I figured though that if I just stayed away from him it would be fine. However the feelings quickly spread from just him to about anyone that got me angry. I have managed to start to get those feelings under control, but sometimes I will dream about him. I always either dream that I am beating him to death with my bare hands and loving every minute or that he is beating me. To a lesser extent I have also felt a feeling like I would want to kill small defensless things, but I have never acted on that. I really don't think that this is "normal" but I would rather avoid dealing with any medical professionals. It was just the horrid visions I had of dealing with this person.

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  • mollyconolly

    call me crazy; i don't think formulating plans to kill someone is normal.
    wishing to torture and take "important things" off of someone, even as a child, seems kind of abnormal to me.

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  • Fluff

    *Thoughts

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  • Telephone2421

    it normal i want to do that to alot of peole but thats just becuase we are mad a these peole ok!

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  • mazgan

    normal, people are pieces of shit who deserve nothing but sufferring.

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  • SingleandChildfree

    Heck yeah, it's normal to want to kill people who have been hateful to you. I can think of a whole slew of people that if they dropped dead right in front of me, I would walk over their bodies and continue on with my day. But these are also people who I let treat me like sh*t and this is where my real hatred lies. If I had spoken up for myself instead of letting assholes run all over me, I wouldn't have the feelings that I have about them. I still wouldn't give a damn if they dropped dead, but at least I would be at peace with the situation. The real problem is when you take out your feelings about the people you despise on those who had nothing to do with it. I've taken out my anger towards people who really love me and that is a guilt that I can't even begin to describe. But if you ever see that kid again (who I guess now is an adult) and he says or does something stupid to you, verbally kick his ass unless he puts his hands on you then you whoop his ass and be done with it. In the meantime, don't even waste your time thinking about him anymore because chances are he's just as worthless now as he was then:)

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  • alv1592

    I have urges to torture people & beat them to death every time someone makes me mad. I'm a very nice person but I have a mean temper. I actually was never really angry w/ my ex crush, just that damn slutty famous chik he likes so much. I've actually contemplated ways to make her lose her career. Anyway, just don't act on your urges, it's not worth the time in the clink. And don't hurt defenseless creatures, that's just heartless.

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  • I wouldnt have a hard time killing people, for example if I got pulled over for a minor traffic violation and I knew I could get away with it I would most certainly kill the cop to avoid getting a ticket.

    Killing harmless creatures is just pointless, it proves that you are a coward.

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  • Killing people is alright, humans are scum but to hurt a harmless creature is just gutless. Dont be a pussy and go there.

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  • mittens4444

    In our unconscious mind, bad thoughts are created. They could be about killing someone you love. When these thoughts come to mind, we often react like "I would never do this. Where is this coming from?" Although this is not your case, have you ever once thought, "Even though I want to, would I really do this to a person?" and decided no? If yes, this could have simply been your unconscious mind bringing up thoughts that sound some-what appealing to you, and are just derived from you anger towards this person, or these people.

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  • Fluff

    I do see an abnormality there, i would say seek help for anger management and do not act on your thoughs.

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  • BlackSaviour

    im the same way,long as u dont act on them your fine

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