Is it normal to want to kill some people?
Ok, so this one is going a ways back to when I was still in elementary school. There was this kid and I couldn't stand him at all. He just drove me mad! The thing is he made me want to kill him. I didn't just think that I wouldn't mind if he was dead, I had formulated plans. I knew in my mind that I wanted to take him and torture him, and cut off important things, and I think I can leave it there. You get the point. I figured though that if I just stayed away from him it would be fine. However the feelings quickly spread from just him to about anyone that got me angry. I have managed to start to get those feelings under control, but sometimes I will dream about him. I always either dream that I am beating him to death with my bare hands and loving every minute or that he is beating me. To a lesser extent I have also felt a feeling like I would want to kill small defensless things, but I have never acted on that. I really don't think that this is "normal" but I would rather avoid dealing with any medical professionals. It was just the horrid visions I had of dealing with this person.