Is it normal to want to kill rapists?
Before we go any further, I want to assure all of you that I never, EVER would kill anyone in real life. If it came down to it, I'm sure I would never do it, because I can't stand to see anyone in any sort of pain. It hurts me on an emotional level.
That said, anytime I hear of rapists, their unspeakable crimes shake me to my core, and I get this seething hatred in the pit of my stomach. It's got to the point that whenever anyone not only talks about rapists or rape, but even says the word rape, I get physically, visibly upset, and I start having violent fantasies. Not to go into too much detail, but the fantasies involve knives, baseball bats, surgical instruments, crowbars, drills, car batteries, matches, and other horrible things. I consciously know that an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, and only continues the horrible cycle of violence. I'm not even pro-capital punishment! On a subconscious level, though, I have this deep, powerful, hair-trigger hatred that I'm not sure is normal.
I don't have personal experience with rape. I was not abused as a child or in my adult life. I don't know anyone who was violently raped, but I know of (as in, not personally) several people who've been sexually assaulted through my friends. I don't have this with any other crime or type of person, only rape and rapists. I'm normally very easygoing and almost never get angry at anyone or anything, but I just have this one fixation. I am a male, for your information.