Is it normal to want to kill people

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Is it normal to want to kill people. I don't know why but when I was 15 I had these visions of me raping and killing girls at my school. I liked these visions and they didn't bother me. I don't know why I had these visions, I mean I had a normal childhood, never abused or bullied, mother and father that loved me, but they did fight. I am now 18 and the visions are getting worse, I dream about kidnapping them and raping them while stabbing them repeatedly but not letting them die. These visions are only about killing girls and I don't have the same feeling about thinking about killing a guy. I need help please help me and find out why this is happening to me.

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  • RoseIsabella
    7 years ago

    Seek professional help!

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  • sourgrapes
    7 years ago

    No its not bloody well normal.ffs.

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  • CreamPuffs
    7 years ago

    Not normal, and you know it.

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  • MR.mr
    7 years ago

    I have them too. Just try not to think on them too much ,the more you dwell on them the worse they get.

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  • rayb12
    7 years ago

    Can't control your own thoughts or blame yourself for thinking what you think. You just gotta ask yourself it is fantasy just as a thought, or something you would take steps to act on. If it is the latter or the thoughts are distressing you I would seek help.

    I personally have all kinds of things in my head some good, some weird, some horrifying, and it took years but I have just accepted that is the way I am wired.

    It could also have to do with stress or some other underlying issue, where your mind is jumping to these thoughts as a way of escaping, since they are so sensational and detached from reality.

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  • Hdhdhdhdbd
    7 years ago

    ***Google intrusive *thoughts and maybe see a psychologist***
    I've experienced similar thought but never that exstream. Like I would be talking to some one and then a thought would emerge like "I could gouge this persons eyes out" shit like that that. It sounds your experiencing something called intrusive thoughts which is normal just don't act on these thoughts let them pass. Here's video link about intrusive thoughts http://youtu.be/Mz7xVjo57ik really recommend you watch it it's relatively short. Don't worry your not a monster don't beat yourself up

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    • Hdhdhdhdbd
      7 years ago

      Your thoughts don't control you

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  • BLAh81
    7 years ago

    At least don't make these visions a reality.

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