Is it normal to want to kill bad people?
You may be thinking "yeah I think about this all the time" but you may not go so far into detail. I don't simply want to kill someone I hate I just want to kill somebody. I feel like a fucking freak because of this. I dont want to just stab them and leave them, I want to feel their pain, I want to hear them scream and beg and plead. I want to lick the blood right off their lips and to inhale the sickly sweet scent of their blood. I just want to end that happy life of theirs. They get away with everything yet they aren't punished for it and Im sick of it. I feel so hollow. I have friends and a loving family in fact I could snap my fingers and someone will come catering to my needs. Im not a spoilt brat yet it's like they want me to become one, I have everything I could ever ask for yet Im unhappy with the constant attention and gifts. I want none of these just a warm place and some food but they insist on more of these luxerys. It's not the luxerys I want though it's the blood. I'm not ashamed and that makes me nervous.