Is it normal to want to kill a family member?

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Long story short my sister has become increasingly abusive since the death of our mother. She was abusive towards me before. She is physically, emotionally, and mentally abusive towards me. She has started to control my life to the extreme point, I've been a prisoner in my own home. I am really scared she may end my life.
When I get angry at her now, I tend to blow up and threaten to kill her. I really hate her and she is always pissing me off. I CAN'T STAND TO BE IN A ROOM WITH HER. She always likes to play the victim in all situations. For example, say she broke my stuff, my sister will say it was my fault because I should have been nicer to her. I get called a horrible person, rude, or she says I have issues just because I am done taking her shit. A person can only take so much. I have never harmed animals or humans as I am much opposed to violence. But, my anger towards her is so strong that I swear if she did die or I killed her I wouldn't be upset. Is this normal?

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48% Normal
Based on 21 votes (10 yes)
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  • Pumpurrnickel
    6 years ago

    I think you're completely justified in strictly wanting to. Rage is a healthy and normal reaction to injustice.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      6 years ago

      Thanks! She tries to make me feel like I am crazy. It's nice to know that this is a healthy reaction.

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      • Pumpurrnickel
        6 years ago

        Just don't go through with it.

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      • Becka86
        6 years ago

        I don't know if I'd call it a "healthy reaction"..

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  • Becka86
    6 years ago

    I feel like it's 100% normal to not feel sympathy for her if she were to die. But to want to kill her yourself.. Yeahh that's a problem..

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  • DanielBlizzard
    6 years ago

    Even i don't like my sister but then when i realised that she is a girl too than i felt that i can see her as a girl. I started having sexual feelings for her and it consumed my hatred.
    I will suggest to check out her body and masturbate. Thus will definitely help u.

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  • RoseIsabella
    6 years ago

    Ya'll need to get away from each other, honey.

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  • --Quinn--
    6 years ago

    Tell someone what's going on, you don't deserve that treatment.

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