Is it normal to want to kill?

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I am quite young, so it is worrying to develop such thoughts already. I have been thinking about what would happen if I killed somebody, and they have haunted me more in the last few months even more.
I don't know why, I just want to kill somebody... I don't understand what drives this.
I don't care about the consequences at all. Prison? Death? So what?
I used to want a good life with a family in the future and it is slipping away. I don't know if I want it anymore.
I am obsessed with serial killers, fascinated by what they did and never feel angry at them for doing it. I don't find pictures of the dead disturbing, just interesting.
Now, I don't think I am ever going to do it, because I won't let myself. I can't empathise but I have to, I won't let it control me.
I want an apocalypse as an excuse to not have to follow day to day life and kill zombies or some sort of creature or people and have no rules.
I don't sleep anymore. My eating habits are wrong. I don't want to be around people. I just want to be a good person and these sick thoughts are destroying that chance.
This is only the basic idea but... It's late so...
Please don't say "I guess we'll be seeing your name/face on the news" or something like that. Please. I just want to know if I am normal or as disturbed as I think I am.

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Based on 32 votes (15 yes)
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  • kasaikitsune12
    7 years ago

    im a hired assassin that kills anyone in my way!

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  • xfg18
    7 years ago

    Just do it, then. Walk up to a random person and stab them in the throat. Each of us gets one free pass.

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  • Azaman
    7 years ago

    I guess we'll be seeing your name/face on the news!

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  • MarionWeasley
    7 years ago

    There comes a time when you want to kill a person that makes your life hell or that you hate. For example, if the Harry Potter world was real, I would go and kill Angelina Johnson for going out with Fred at the dance :D because I really like Fred. But let's be serious, don't you feel like if you kill someone you'll never be happy again? Even watching NCIS and CSI on TV (mean the bodies) is making me feel very sad and disgusted personally.

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  • Neverask4Dis
    7 years ago

    very normal

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  • IsThisRecognizable
    7 years ago

    no it's not normal. get professional help, please.

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  • yingvsyang
    7 years ago

    Dont kill anyone, everyones life has value and if you kill somebody im sure you will regret it for the rest of your life.I too had this thoughts of imagining death but it was just that my imagination just learn to ignore it as something that just happens a fleeting thought in a moment and then you go back to ordinary life.

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  • Rusty-Rider
    7 years ago

    There is no law against killing Zombies.
    You could practice on them and see if it's a lifestyle you want to pursue.

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  • Ellenna
    7 years ago

    The aspect of you that wants to be a good person and recognises your negative urges as sick is normal, but you need to get some professional help, initially to care for yourself enough to eat and sleep in a healthy way and then to deal with your urges to kill.

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