Is it normal to want to jump into a body of water fully clothed?
I am not suicidal and I don't swim like a fish. I think it would feel really good. It can be any body of water; The Hudson River while I'm on a ferry or off a bridge in my car or sitting on a dock or even in a plane going over the ocean or a lake. It's pretty strong but I have only done it once while already swimming. I think it has to do with really pleasant dreams I had a kid (also the way I'd put myself to sleep). I dreamed that I was swimming in a shallow lake and skimming the bottom and everything was sandy brown and sunny and I saw little fish and the little stones with my face close to the bottom. I actually used to do that on vacation when I was a little kid. Is it normal?