Is it normal to want to hate and love your boyfriend?
I can't tell if I hate him or love him. He is a jerk, but he does do so much for me. He sacrifices, he doesn't yell at me, and he is understanding. But he interrupts me, he dismisses a conversation we just had or when it's about my problems, he always is right, he bosses me around, he also explains everything to me like I'm dumb, and I feel like half of the time he isn't being honest and he's miserable.
I can't put my finger on it. I think we're not meant to be and half of the time... I wonder if he even wants to look at me. I'm ugly and all I have to make him happy is just doing what he says.
Other than that I don't think I love him anymore. He has broken my heart and my feelings way too many times. I make mistakes too but damn.
What should I do?