Is it normal to want to gruesomely murder people.
I have depression. Was diagnosed awhile back, in fact I do not believe I was properly diagnosed. Whatever be the case, I think about killing people all the time. It makes me happy. Mass majority of the time I can visualize doing it in my head. The older I get the more people tell me I lack emotion. I have a few friends, and I even want them to shut the fuck up most the time and leave me alone. I lack social skills... I used to want friends, and then went back go to school from a long boring summer brake to find, I would much rather murder my peers. They are all so fucking stupid. Their dumb and fictitious problems do not account for one 3rd world problem. I am in love with the serial killer Richard Ramirez, and spend countless hours out of my day (when combined) thinking about death, dying and killing.
Am I normal?