Is it normal to want to go back to my ex
I keep going back to my ex boyfriend. He made me choose between being with him and joining my sorority, he smashed my painting easel, and because i joined the sorority he kept rubbing another girl in my face and telling me he was sleeping with her. i don't know if he did or not. He's also a drug dealer. I keep going back to him because he tells me how much he loves me and I believe him and I can't stop going back. Most recently he promised he'd never talk to that girl again, but he was lying to me cause he did. Sometimes I feel like this is all my fault. Why do I want him back and how do I stop going back to him?