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I'm straight, male. But sometimes when masturbating I will watch guys ejaculate and have the urge to fuck/be fucked by a guy, suck them off and pretty much do ANYTHING... I get rock hard while watching and thinking about it. But, after I cum, the urges completely vanish. I ejaculated while writing this as I got so aroused.
It's a weird thing. Happens to me too. If I'm thinking of something that normally I'd find a bit taboo, orgasm makes the desire slip away and then I think, "Oh well, that's those thoughts banished until next time the sap rises".
I've seen a lot of guys say similar things (and also even lose affection for the women they're with straight after regular sex), so I'm choosing to believe it's normal.
It's natural to be curious. You simply just enjoy being sexual, and when you get yourself aroused beyond a certain point you just begin to explore more. I am a straight male, but I too have found myself watching cumshot videos, or gay porn. I tend to do this when I'm a little intoxicated whether it be from alcohol or other substances that loosen ones inhibitions. I have done it, and yes generally the urge goes away after I cum. I think plenty of guys have at least once watched some sort of gay porn out of curiosity. I think it's perfectly normal.
Yeah, you really sound like a straight male. Just accept that you're bi(-curious).