Is it normal to want to end the world?
So I'm extremely disappointed that I don't have the power or capability to destroy the world. I really wish I did. If I could, I would make a huge and extremely powerful weapon to manipulate the Earth's magnetic field, collapsing it on itself, then smash meteors into it until it explodes and everything dies. I would love to completely destroy Earth and painfully kill every life form living here, and I'm genuinely sad that I can't. Does anyone else feel like this?
I'm 23 years old. So this is not due to childhood.