Is it normal to want to dress wildly and creatively when you're 22?

I'm 22 years of age and I've never wore outfits that I may like to where when I was in high school. Honestly I am glad I didn't have those kind of stuff in High School because appeareance wasn't important to me then that way I could focus on the more important things like not the outter shell of a person but the inner self of a person. But I still want to look and feel my best as well as focusing on what's important in a person. I'm in the adult world now and appeareance matters and it is important to me because first impressions last in a job or anywhere in life. But I also learned that students are mean to each other and I'm not the only one that has had that problem but I could still be insecure and immature about a lot of things like me looking sexy and loosing weight for aesthetic reasons.That was the only reason why I wanted to start loosing weight is to look beautiful and break guys hearts, that was my revenge on guys but it didn't work out so well, so I've lost interest in all guys and stuck with girls I became bi-curious and wanted to see girls naked in my imagination so I could feel the texture of their boobs or touch their butt to see how heavy it was. I was trying to figure out why guys were so obsessed with big boobs and big butt. Now I understand that this was a waste of my time and I found no reason why guys were so obsessed with those kind of things. But now I'm a woman and I want to mix and match my outfits and looks a little. I would like to wear different outfits that has wild spontaneous colors like neon colors and sometimes wear casual,animal printed, sophisticated, modern, or boho to chic and matching shoes and sometimes shoes that don't match just different and creative not for guys or attention and not to look like I belong to a group, just to be beautiful me and treat myself like a princess by carving my beauty out of the diamond in a rough form into a magnificent goddess (mature woman or woman of honor).