Is it normal to want to do "weird things" to my body?

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I have this urge every so often to do what I call "weird things." The urge is so strong that it overrides my self-control, and I see more of an incentive in indulging than in not. It usually starts innocently, like in the middle of the night wanting to put on a bunch of makeup (I don't wear makeup) or like today when I got the urge to put an earring on my lip as if I had a piercing. Then it grows - I notice I could also stick stuff up my nose, tie stuff around my head, use beads to tie my face up, use belts and clasps as collars to tie myself to a post, when I used to get dirty to stick stuff up both orifices - I used to buy golf balls just to make a "skewer" with them using a shoelace to then introduce into my butthole. It's almost as if I enjoy BDSM as a self-erotic activity.

I wish this urge would go away, but it just feels so good, and it feels wrong, but I'm not really sure why except that I'm refusing the opportunity to restrain myself. It's annoying because it pops up right when I'm trying to study, and then I get sidetracked.

Is this urge normal, and if so, how do you restrain it?

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  • angellduvall
    7 years ago

    The way you've described certain things, this could escalate and you could injure yourself. I would suggest that you seek therapy because it sounds like some form of OCD or something.

    I, too, do weird shit, but I know I have OCD and therapists annoy me because I can analyze myself. But it might work for your because some people aren't sure of where their issues to do things manifest. Unfortunately (or fortunately, it depends on yow you look at it), I know where all of my fucked-upness comes from.

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  • weeabootrash
    7 years ago

    you got a kink for shoving things up any hole you have

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  • yingvsyang
    7 years ago

    You just like to play with idea of BDSM in your life.I also have this urge to be strangled with hands or belt and tied up so i cant escape but im keeping it from getting in a way of other stuff in my life.You just feel stressed because of your studies and just want to escape all that stress with plays like this.If you feel the need to stop it you just cant its impossible.It has already become habit in your life.What you need to do is find a boyfriend and see if your urges lower for a bit. If not then you have boyfriend to help you keep some of your ideas at bey.And your new romance might make you tone down this urges and find another alternative in life, like love over lust.

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  • kasaikitsune12
    7 years ago

    I like to cut myself?is that weird?

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  • riffraffy
    7 years ago

    You're just bored.

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  • Chupacabra
    7 years ago

    As long as you don't harm yourself, you carry on. Just try not to let it interrupt your studies and seek medical advice if anything goes wrong.

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  • Jeznit4
    7 years ago

    Is this a fetish?

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