Is it normal to want to be killed? seriously.

I often hope that I will die spontaneously by getting hit by a bus or a car or something. I'm not suicidal or even unhappy with my life. Sometimes I just want to be killed by a freak occurrnce, and I don't want it to be my fault like falling off a ladder. I don't want to be murdered and I am not reckless trying to get myself killed. I don't take unnecessary risks but sometimes when crossing the street or driving my car I secretly hope I will be killed or severely wounded. I also fantasize about dying to save another life. As I said I am not depressed or suicidal, sometimes I just want to be killed.

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58% Normal
Based on 306 votes (178 yes)
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Comments ( 17 )
  • thizzle

    Your the kind of person that thinks they wanna die rely bad but when you'll have a brush with death you will shit your pants

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  • If you like I can chop of your head and wear it as a hat.

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  • Truth_teller

    Why does everyone want to be randomly killed??

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  • yumbonnet

    Yeah I think it's normal. If you're not depressed or angry at society. Probably just an exciting dramatic story you tell yourself for fun.

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  • DannyKanes

    Well if you're gonna go, might as well make it extreme and go with a bang :-)

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  • sanesurfer

    I think you think too much.......

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  • anon01

    Yup, you're normal. Surprisingly enough I have the same thing on my mind.

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  • RedBlueSheep

    Yea i dont think this is particullarly abnormal.. i mean i guess old age is boring and happens to alot of people. But to be murdered is abit different..

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  • you monkey testicle!

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  • Scrat

    I will take this to god and i will let you know ;)

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  • oiroif

    I dunno man. I feel the same and I am pretty depressed. It took time for me to realize that but it's true and in my face.

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  • not normal, u could have depression but not severly...

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  • ~BrokenWings~

    i do that all the time..i voted you normal :/ when i'm driving in the car.i sit there not hoping...but THINKING i'm going to get killed..and i get really hyped about it..in a good way...it makes me feel good...

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  • ruralfrights

    I think that some time in your life, maybe you were blamed for things that you didn't do or things that otherwise appeared to be your fault yet no one believed you. A tragic death fantasy in which you're killed at someone elses hands is a cry to be believed. Afterall, death is the ultimate attention-getter. No fault of yours is your way of saying, "see! It wasn't my fault!". Now do you believe me?

    I may be totally off with this one. I'm just making a stab at what may be underlying this odd fantasy. Look deep.

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  • JuliusE

    Hahaha thizzle is right

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  • loviex102

    Why not! Let's just jump out in the road with a smile on our face!

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  • sincity

    Idk it's strange though

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