Is it normal to want to be dominated by classy women?

I am excessively attracted to wealthy women wearing classy clothing. The appearance and thought of being dominated turns me on. Whenever I see one chit-chatting with one of her other classy ladies, I get turned on beyond control. How dare they tease me like that! I have done some research on it and can tell you that I like CFNM, silk and satin fetish porn. All vanilla porn.

What's weird, IMO, is that, in my public life, I am an anti-feminist. However in my fantasies, I like the thought of being dominated, harassed, humiliated, and exposed by classy ladies. You might think that this hypocrisy hinders my desires, but, oh no, it only serves to fuel them. While I can tell everyone in public that I think females should stay in the kitchen, in my fantasies I feel the urge to be put down by a classy lady. I should take the time to respect her elegant clothing and be a slave for her own amusement, not mine. I should have to lick her feet and cry while she wears her classy clothing and dominates me, proving her natural superiority. I long for the days when I can actually perform my sick, twisted, and demented fantasies, but I feel as though this day will never come because I am not worthy of such treatment. Ladies can be so elegant and refined, and I should take the time to acknowledge their influence and superiority.

The above describes the feelings I get from time to time. No one knows about them, and my feelings only control me at certain times, kind of like the incredible Hulk.

IMO, this is not a normal feeling. But what do you think?