Is it normal to want to be an amputee?
Don't get me wrong, I am thankful for the avalibility of all my fingers, toes, and limbs, but for some reason I have always had this desire to want to have something cut off of me. I don't plan on going into a career where aesthetics or physical ability matter anyway. If it were one of my legs, I'd get to have one of those cool metal legs that simulate walking. If it were one or a few of my fingers, I'd have a great conversation starter. If it were one if my arms, that would be unfortunate, but in the long run I would be 100% fine with it. Sometimes while driving I think about what would happen if I crashed head first into the oncoming car and whether I'd lose a limb or anything, but the fear of pain, death, and brain damage keep me from actually doing it. Does anyone else kind of feel this way?