Is it normal to want sum1 to hurt me ?
hi my names nathan, i jst turned 18 and even tho its the most exciting year of my life i still wish for more. sure i go out with my friens ad have fun but i stil want sumthing more sumthing amazing to happen to me . i even sumtimes wish that i cood be hit by a car or get shot or sumhow be so injured that i wind up in hospital jst to get the excitement out of it and make people show how much i am worth ... is that normal or shood i be worried