Is it normal to want nothing to do with a race for your own peace.
Ive grown up pretty much color blind. My two best friends are asian and white and Ive dated interacially my nephews r mixed and I enjoy having a mixed family. Ive encounted some racism as most black ppl (name calling, refused to be served, ciggerettes thrown at me) but recently I was physically attacked by two b4 white men an am now going to court as when i said i was going to call the police, they did it first. (im a girl) After all this trauma Ive decided to stay away from white people who are not already in my life as I kw the society I live in there will always be an element of despise no matter how nice i am and I have to protect myself. Its sad cos I couldnt care less about color and i genuinly love ppl but now Im scared and maybe should get real? Sorry for no paragraphs but my phone wont let me!