Is it normal to want my wife to have sex with other men?

Some years ago my wife and I fucked (or were fucked by) our attractive and sexy neighbors of about our age.

We both seemed anxious (for me) or at least willing (for her) to repeat the experience at least one more time (my suspicion is that each "good turn" would have merited another). However, they wanted the four of us in the same bed at the same time, and while this presented no problem for me, my wife was clearly uncomfortable with it. Consequently, the "foursome" ended.

Ever since then, I have re-lived the experience a thousand times as it propelled my masturbations toward climax. It is the single most sexual experience of my life.

My wife is intelligent, attractive and extremely sexy although she did grow up in an 1890's atmosphere. The idea of her giving herself to another man, writhing in delight as his thrusting penis driving in and out of her wet cunt propels her to orgasm is irresistible, as is the prospect of feeling my cock buried deep in his wife as we climb the stairs of passion toward complete orgasmic relief.

I remember our learning of each other's infidelity while fucking; of her asking me, "did you fuck Marge" and my tentative reply of "not yet, but I want to", followed closely by my question "did you fuck Doug?" and her response of "I don't want to talk about it." My second question was, "did you let Doug fuck you?" and her simple answer of, "yes" (which almost made me immediately cum in her).

With the deck now cleared, I continued, "I fucked Marge, too", which confirmed her suspicions. Next I asked, "did he make you cum?" to which she responded, "I don't know; I was so drunk I didn't know what I was doing; was Marge good?" to which I responded, "she was Fantastic!"

The erotic memories of my wife spreading her legs, guiding his swollen cock into her honeypot and imploring him to "fuck me, Doug; I need to be fucked" still produces an erection and, had our erstwhile "partners" been content with that arrangement, it might well have continued for some time.

C'est la vie.