Is it normal to want anything to happen.
I may want good or band events. Even though I don't take any actions, I sometimes want the weirdest things to happen in many situations. I guess I'm a 19 year old nerd only learning and using my computer. I sometimes want bad things for others to happen and then to be there for them, but it gets weirder. Some time ago there was a fire in one of the flats on our living building that could have spread and I was more excited then scared. When a group of people I'm with are complaining about some problem we face I may be secretly enjoying it. These are just a few examples, but you should get the idea. I guess the unchanging life and loneliness got to me, but seeing the burning of your home as a good experience in a way is probably quite weird. Is it normal?