Is it normal to want anorexia?

i have lost 7 pounds in the last week; i have one meal every day which my mum makes for me.
but i'm still IN weight
and i know your not supposed to choose too be anorexic
but i WANt to look like that
and i WANT people to worry about me
and i WANT to go into hospital
i used to cut myself and people thought i was bein stupid and maybe i am but i crave attenetion even though most of my friends left me after the cutting thing (it lasted for about 5 months now my arms are covered in scars)
i am incredibly self conscious
i just wnat to feel better x

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Based on 15 votes (7 yes)
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Comments ( 5 )
  • i honestly think you could use some counceling, really. for now, i would suggest you stop. part of anarexia is depression, so if you want to make things better, not the best idea. if you want attention, use talent, skills, the good things you have :>

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    • right now, i want you to run to your mom, tell her you love her, give her a great big hug, and cry. everyone deserves to be happy, your no exeption. she'll hug u back x)

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  • EbonyMT

    I hated it when id find out one of my friends was cutting. It freaked me out and I didn't want to be around them anymore.

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  • hotchickie81

    Wow, you and I are very much alike... Scary...

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    • BrokenAngelXX

      You feel the same? most people just think i'm really weird
      i'm glad to know i'm not the ONLY one

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