Is it normal to want anal sex, i am a male

Im 22 straight, but always had naughty foughts about having gay sex, ive played with myself for several years and want to try the real thing of holding another mans strong penis in my hand pleasuring him untill he cums all over my hands, and to try his man hood in my mouth sucking untill he explodes, i would love to talk and meet up with some1 kind and good looking to try my fantasis for real instead of just masturbating dreaming at home, would love to be on all fours taking a mans hard warm penis up my bum for the 1st time untill he cums hot cum up inside of me, please can some people give me advice and make my dreams come true?