Is it normal to want an orgasim really bad?
one day, when i was in the shower, i decided to stick my finger up my vagina... just to see if it felt good. it really didnt, so i tried a skinny bottle. i moved it up and down. it felt so good. i wanted to go faster and faster. i was getting so horny! i had to grab the wall because i was panting so hard and it felt so good. but i didnt get a orgasim, right? i didnt make any noises or anything. so the next few days i tried really hard to get one. i had the same feelings, but i still didnt get an orgasim. i really want to know what it feels like. is this normal?