Is it normal to want an abusive girlfriend ?
So i have a fantasy of having an abusive girlfriend , i am a female by the way , you know how nice girls like bad boys ? , i like bad girls or women , anyways i fantasize about a bad girlfriend being bad to me , like cursing me ,doing sexual things when i don't want to , or hitting me not to an extent that i am hospitilized but a small bruise or slap or whatever . Am i a masochistic ? , is it normal to want an abusive girlfriend ?