Is it normal to want a post-apocalyptic world?
I constantly fantasize of a post-apocalyptic world where every day is a fight for survival. I don't think anything else could make people feel so alive as being only a few of billions of people left alive after some sort of apocalypse. I don't care what kind: Zombie, post-asteroid, super virus, nuclear... whatever. As long as most people died and less than 1% were alive and the ones left had to fight to survive. Life is just so boring and meaningless and our societies are so FAKE all I want is complete destruction of the known world and only ruins left standing. THOSE are MY hopes and dreams.
Is this normal?