Is it normal to wank to kill people for no reason?
Ive had a rough life i guess, i was forced into foster care at age 9 due to a drug overdose from my mother, i never met my father but she was always with random guys cuz she sold herroin to them and i was wondering if my messed up past could explain my urges to make people suffer. I plan scenarios in my head about finding people who are hooked on drugs and slowly slaughtering them in variouse ways, but my favorite has been the urge to peel off flesh, ive read other websites with people wanting to do other things similar, but they all want to do it because their mad or angry or sad, i simply want to do it because i like the sight of blood and the sensation of taking someone that doesnt matter out of this world because they are hooked on drugs, leave advice or tell me short stories of the same sensations your having please.