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And nothing you will do will ever change that, shit might change but it will just get worse.
For me, it usually happens at the end of the day and not when I wake up.
Maybe. Give optimism a shot. I am. So anyway I got a blister on my thumb yesterday and I fuckin hate geraniums! Hate 'em!!! And I sorta squished a grub in my hand. Kinda gross, ya know. But I threw a worm to a bird so that made me feel better :) lookin out for my peeps.
It's normal to think that, but it's not true. That will be the type of thinking that brings you down. I honestly thought I would never stop being socially retarded or full of anxiety, but I am a lot better now. And all I did was try, and had help from others. You have no reason to give up except your own fears that you will never be more than you are.
Let me ask you one thing, who do you want to be?
Criteria of loser vs winner might change from one society to another, from rich to poor, from God to human.. etc. So don't be hard on yourself. There is much to life than materialistic "success".
The older I get the more I feel like a loser, the feeling hits me like a tidal wave it can happen at any time but I especially can't handle it when I get into bed.
It does happen, but I don't think nothing you do could ever change that.
Every day the same
a parade of blank faces
the constant drip drip from the cavern roof
Then do something about your situation! Get an education (considering the number of grammatical errors in your question, you need one!), enlist in the military. Lying around feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to change things. Get off your lazy ass and do something!