Is it normal to use and hate your friends?

I have a few friends and school and an only one best friend. I don't like her but sometimes I hate her. The same is it with the other. I use these friends at school that I'm not alone at school. If they want to meet me after school, I often lie, about having other plans. When we meet is to me all the time boring. They don't know the real me, that i like games, often surf on the internet, and give a damn about the boys at school. i think when i would tell them all these things, they would hate me and i do not like competing neither being alone at school.
I make this for a long while now, i still have almost one year to go to school. So, is this normal?
(sorry for the bad english)

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27% Normal
Based on 37 votes (10 yes)
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Comments ( 8 )
  • Sweetz

    Cheesy but be yourself

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  • Shrunk

    yes it's normal you rarely meet anyone worth while in school, but you have to make friends so you aren't alone for class projects and crap like that or else they think you are weird. i know what you mean i did the same.dont worry once you graduate you wont have to deal with that anymore

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  • buckman

    I only have 1 friend that I don't really use. Sometimes I don't like her. I hate all of my other friends. And I am not anyones friend unless it will benefit me in some way and they are attractive. I know it seems mean. But at least you're not alone!

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  • eternalsmoke31

    No..that means they arent your friends..just seat fillers becuz no one more interesting wants to know you...

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  • pandabear094

    Awful way to have a heart

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  • CountryRoads

    No.

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  • jensapa

    You'll grow up an wonder why u acted like that.

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  • rayst

    Wow you're cool. How about cutting your veins?

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