Is it normal to think these thoughts?

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Hiya, for a while now I've been worrying over my mental health.
My friend, just recently actually, told me I was psychotic and I was to get checked out as I had told her this.
I had been thinking about how easily it would be to kill someone and how I could just follow someone and pretend to be lost and ask to use a phone since my own was dead, then brutally murder whoever the victim was.
Also, a few nights ago, I had been walking along my street-which isn't really busy as it was 9-ish at night-a girl had been walking the same direction though infront of me.
I had sped up till I was behind her and was considering how easy it would have been to kill her.
I'm sure this is fcked up as I know none of my friends feel this way either for others.
I don't want to tell my mum...so I have no idea whst to do...sorry if this is long but IIN?

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  • Tommythecat.
    10 years ago

    Go to a doctor and tell them how you're feeling.

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  • dom180
    10 years ago

    Seeing a doctor might be the safe bet, but I wouldn't panic unless you feel compelled to harm people. Keep on the safe side and see someone about these thoughts though.

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    • Silenced
      10 years ago

      Will do;3

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  • RoseIsabella
    10 years ago

    So what if it would be easy! Why would you want to kill anyone, much less a complete stranger who has never done anything to you? How would you like someone to hurt or kill you just for kicks? Do you think you would enjoy life in prison?

    You sound like a sociopath; please see a doctor!

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    • Tommythecat.
      10 years ago

      A sociopath wouldn't ask for help isabell. A sociopath doesn't care about anything period.

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      • RoseIsabella
        10 years ago

        Touché, Great Kitteh!

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        • Tommythecat.
          10 years ago

          Indeed.

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      • Silenced
        10 years ago

        Thank you, plus, I feel love for those and pity or sympathy, so I doubt I'm a psychopath either...

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        • Tommythecat.
          10 years ago

          But still go to a doctor, it's still not healthy to feel like you do.

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    • Silenced
      10 years ago

      Do you think I want to harm people? Like truly harm them?
      Its like a pull I have and I can't stop myself, though I came to my senses. Of course I don't wish harm others, but I was just putting this up here for other peoples opinion so I guess I asked to be called psychopathic.

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      • RoseIsabella
        10 years ago

        I guess I overreacted a bit. I did that a little bit with a hedonistic narcissist that I met when I first came to this site. I really like him as a person though so your probably in good company on
        that one.

        Is this "pull" like an an OCD fear or more like a desire? You said it was recent so I guess I'm wondering if something triggered this.

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        • Silenced
          10 years ago

          More like, I can't control myself though I kind of know what I am doing, sorry for the slow reply, I was in school.

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          • RoseIsabella
            10 years ago

            No problem. I still think it would probably be of great help for you to consult a mental health professional. You might have some unresolved anger issues of which you are not aware.

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        • Silenced
          10 years ago

          Idk,

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  • TitsMcGee007
    9 years ago

    It most definitely is not easy to commit murder, not these days! That's the only crazy part of your post.. haha. Go to bestgore.com for some eye candy...or stab those bastards in gta.

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  • live_by_the_gun
    10 years ago

    Sounds like OCD, which is what I have. But instead of thoughts that I could kill someone or hurt someone its more like am I gay? Am I trans?

    Anyways, definitely talk to a psychologist, and see what's up. As long as you're scared, worried or don't want those thoughts its fine. You're going to doubt whether you want it or not or if you're scared or not. That's the nature of OCD.

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  • delling
    10 years ago

    This is a symptom of obsessive-compulsive disorder. You're holding your baby in your arms and you're suddenly like, "Gosh, it would be so easy to drop her."

    But you don't actually do it, or want to, and the thought of doing it terrifies you. If you have no desire at all to kill the person and you're just afraid of your own impulses, OCD might be the culprit. And it is treatable.

    Do some research on anafranil.

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  • Kayleenacole412
    10 years ago

    you could've went with something other then Tina, there's already a Tina and she's an actress and a kickass llama.lol that's all I got! vote Pedro!!!!

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  • Kayleenacole412
    10 years ago

    it feels like your a girl and unless your a cancer patient or have some reason it has to be done then you should leave your hair be. because nothing is more unattractive than a Butch in my opinion! I'm not against gays or anything or even being unique but that's just dumb! even if a someone is a Lesbo it doesn't mean that they can't still be pretty why look like a man when the reason someone is a,lesbian is because they find men unattractive?!! ahh sorry rambling... but so dumb don't do it if ya wanna know what it's like find somebodys bald or buzzed head to touch jeez!!!

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  • Kiwi_Bird
    10 years ago

    This has a name! It is called l'appel du vide (call of the void). Apparently quite a few people feel it. It's just your brain recognising how easy it would be to do something (jump off a ledge, kill somebody). As far as I know it's normal.

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    • Silenced
      10 years ago

      I bet you get that from Dan. Joke,
      But its not that, its the fact that images come into my mind of killing people. Its not the thought of being able to do it, though that is still there...Its the thought of the adrenalin of not getting caught, or the thought of just them dead.

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      • Kiwi_Bird
        10 years ago

        Then unless you are tempted to actually kill them I don't see a big problem. If it persists though, see a doctor.
        No comment on the Dan thing...

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  • Poleman
    10 years ago

    Sometimes I finger my elbow

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  • Jmcg186
    10 years ago

    I bealive im one of the few Peaple who can speak from personal experience on these I've wanted to kill sence I was around 8 years old I'm nether a sosiopath or a scycopath but I do think difrently then the avreg person
    The truth is if your anything like me good Job on not killing yourself so fare but it's most Likly never going to go away
    Btw these may be somthing you can get are you ever just walking behind somone see a pice of wood and just fantasies about beating there head in I find it cinda fun to think about

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  • KeddersPrincess
    10 years ago

    People told me I was psychotic when I was in 9th grade. I didn't give a shit.

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    • Silenced
      10 years ago

      I don't really give two shits about being called a psycho, its the fact that I'm showing signs of being a dangerous fuck.

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      • KeddersPrincess
        10 years ago

        So did I, and look at me today. xD

        But if it really concerns you, go see a doctor.

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  • highrider
    10 years ago

    I'm the same

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