Is it normal to think the whole day about a girl.

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She is underage and even at this moment. Exactly half my age. So first off all this sounds so sick. But please. Before you judge. Read my story:
I have a group of friends in some kind of community. Everybody is between 15yr and 35yr old. I missed a half year of comming to this group and when I returned at one of the party's. I saw her for the first time. Not knowing her age. Did not talked to her. But just saw her and and gave me a strange feeling. since then I could not get her out of my head. Then we went on some kind of holiday with this community. There we talked for the first time and it was damn nice. We feld good with eachother but I did not knew here exact age. I knew she had to be much younger. Then I hear she is half my age. I told her my age. Then we had a few strange months. I stood in front of the mirror hating myself becouse she is half my age. I even tested myself by looking at younger girls to see If I was attracted to them but no. I did not. I knew I had to stop this but everytime we saw eachother we even bounded more. The rest of the group started talking bad about it. Ofcource the did. Then one day it all escalted. We where toghetter and kissed. (only kissed. Not even frensh kiss) Both of us feel bad and happy at the same time. This is more than 2 months ago. We sometimes meet. But ofcource we can't meet eachother a lot. Her parrent wouldn't allow it. Wich I understand. So now I'm into somekind of secret relationship. And I can't get her out of my head. I'm confused. I realy realy like her. But she is to young. But when I even think for one second this should be ended I feel bad, hopeless and misserable becouse I don't want to lose her. I realy don't. This is so strange. Ex girlfriends of me where like in a range of 2 years younger to even 2 years older. I realy hope I'm not a sick guy. But they say sick guy's can't tell that about themself. So this is my story. I do not feel like a sick guy. But am I? If you read the full story. Is this sick or can I be in true love? Now you can judge me.

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  • Downcast7
    12 years ago

    Yes. It is normal. I also do this while I am asleep. XD

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  • nohiddenpath
    12 years ago

    It is normal and you are not sick. The only reason you are worried about it is because the government has decided for us that 18 years of age was a good age to be legal. If the government decided that 16 years of age was a legal age, NO ONE would trip on you being with a 16 year old. I believe it is not normal for any straight man to not be attracted sexually to highschool age girls. It doesn't mean you are perv.

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