Is it normal to think that i might have an eating disorder?
I've went from 60kg to 70kg to 80kg and now to 100kg in a course of 5 years. And the most recent weight gain happened over 3 months.
I've gained so much weight because my mum would call me fat in public, and say I need to lose weight or I wouldn't get a boyfriend. This caused me to starve my self but then give up the starving for a binge, where I would pig out and eat alot of junk over a course of a week. And this lead to my massive weight gain.
I'm 21 now and I've gained so much weight I'm ashamed to dress up to go outside.
I eat until I'm bloated or feel like my stomatch is gonna burst right open. I eat healthy food with junk food randomly throughout the week.
I have depression and anxiety and most of it has to do with the family I live with.
I need to loose weight fast and soon as possible, I can't bear to start uni looking even fatter, or I'll just end up eating more because of my stress.
Do I have an eating disorder and is there a way to cure it?