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I don't even want them to happen I think of slashing my eyes with a knife, stabbing a needle through my penis, having screws nailed in my guts, ripped open while alive. It sucks cause they just pop up and I can't get them out. I can almost feel what it would really feel like. I hate it but I need to know if other people have these thoughts :/
I used to think about cutting my fingers off with scissor-like objects. I never would have done it, of course, but bizarrely, I thought about it happening quite often and wondered if I would ever be crazy enough to do it. I think that strange thought stayed with me for about ten years. It went away though and now the only time I think about it is when I'm pruning my trees in my backyard.
There could be something wrong with you, or you could be like me and just have an over-active imagination that likes to sometimes experiment with taboo thoughts.
It's happened to me before. You could be under a lot of stress or anxiety. Go see a professional if it interferes with your life.
Why would stress do this. I don't want this. I don't want to talk to anyone about this. I'm so fucked up I'll probably go to a mental hospital
maybe you have OCD. and you dont have to tell them what you think about just that you can't stop thinking disturbing thoughts.
What a screwed up way to live the rest of my life :/ I'm afraid I'll actually do them :/
No you won't. I know what you mean though. Sometimes I'll be driving I'll think about crashing my car into oncoming traffic it feels like I'm on the edge of doing it. A while back I kept thinking I was going to kill my dog, stab her to death..for no reason really and I couldn't stop thinking about it I felt like I was going to really do it and not realize it.